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| Some old still very relevant quotes: sometimes in your life you need lust. you need the adrenaline rush of knowing that this is not forever, and you`re not committed to anything
I'm scared. I'm scared that I'm not going to be okay. That maybe it's not going to work out in the end. Maybe that's giving up hope but maybe it's thinking logically. I've had too much time alone to think about this. But it's like I've had this time because I actually give a fuck about people. I have compassion. Apparently, I'm the only one.
Love isn't a moment, it isn't a time. You can't point fingers and say "That was when love was mine." It doesn't work that way. Love is more. It's a smile, a feeling that lingers on, that lasts forever New ones: everything is as it's always been, this never happened. don't take it too bad, it's nothing you did. just once something dies, you can't make it live.This is for the words you'll never find. I want to tell you everything, all the songs I never get to sing to you. I've had a million chances to tell you everything. So, is it smart to be avoiding you like this, cause I don't want to fall in love again. And this is the worst time for you to be like this And I'm feeling so bad and so good and I don't know what to do. And I'll take my chances now because I can't go back, I'm out too far. And I'm thinking that you know how it feels Yeah I try to write it out, not sure what I recall. I cant tell if its memory or story telling now.It happened very quickly but it seemed to last for hours, & everything was crisp and clean till all came crashing down. that was love, wasn't it? knowing when to stop running away and start fighting for the most important thing that you can ever feel? there's a quickness in the way that things end. Sometimes when you're so completely happy, you can't help but wonder when things will change. if there's one thing to hold on to, it's the moment you're in, because nothing is guaranteed; nothing is forever. you can't always live in the future because that's where you're going to end up. We've come so far from where we started. I try not to look back because that isn't us anymore. But looking forward I see a long way to go. We're a little out of breath & I'm willing to wait until you're ready to move again because I can't do this on my own. & there is no one else I could do it with. when great love is rejected, something inside you dies and all you can do is runaway and meet the person that you will love second most Apologies are all we'll ever be," he said. standing on the stairs, looking back, looking hard at me. "Life is long for those who have to wait," I said. It's the choice I had to make I'm missing how your eyes would meet mine at the most inconvenient times, how your simple smile fixed everything and I'm hating how we're both so awkward. nothing left to say when i know, we're both feeling the same | | |
| These quotes are all thanks to my cousin Olivia. There is always that one boy who is your wall breaker, he makes you wanta try something new and fun, he tries to make you cross the line. and sometimes you need some crazyness in a relationship, crazyness that makes you laugh and smile. it's a risk. loose love and gain lust, or loose lust and keep love don't regret anything becuase at one time it was everything you wanted stay with the one you love, love it a whole lot more promising than lust. Now some other quotes You almost felt bad, you said that I should call you up but I knew much better than that. And almost immediately I felt sorry, 'cause I didn't think this would happen again. No matter what I could do or say, just that I didn't think this would happen again, with or without my best intentions. | don't tell me goodbye. i dont have the heart to give my farewells. i don't have the strength to watch you walk out of my life. i just don't have the courage to see anyone leave with so much to be had. Maybe what this can be explained as, is just a bunch of falling hope. Falling in front of your eyes like rain. And that feeling in your chest, that breaking feeling, its just the beginning, it will get much worse Dont start with me now. If we start pointing fingers again, it might just kill me inside some more. Lets just agree that we went our separate ways, it wasnt either of or faults. We dont need to tell anyone of the truth. Everyone already knows it was you that killed us. this is my goodbye. regardless of the fact that i don't want it to be said, it has to be done. i'll miss you, surprised? The look in your eyes when we said goodbye, it never leaves my mind. My eyes are closed. My lungs breathe in, then hold. Exhale all of the fear of you not being here. sometimes in your life you need lust. you need the adrenaline rush of knowing that this is not forever, and you`re not committed to anything
I'm scared. I'm scared that I'm not going to be okay. That maybe it's not going to work out in the end. Maybe that's giving up hope but maybe it's thinking logically. I've had too much time alone to think about this. But it's like I've had this time because I actually give a fuck about people. I have compassion. Apparently, I'm the only one.
Sometimes when you look back on a situation, you realize it wasn't all you thought it was. Someone walked into your life, you fell in love. Or did you? Maybe it was only a childish infatuation. Or maybe it was a brief moment of insanity. He was my escape and sometimes that can feel an awful lot like love Remember me? I'm the girl who threw us away. I'm the girl who was afraid of what would happen next & ran. In the back of my mind I wish you would have followed me, but you didn't. So Hi, nice to see you again |
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| i put my hand in his, and felt his fingers fold over mine, gently leading me to the edge of the floor. i was about to make some joke to lighten things up, but he put his arms around my waist and pulled me closer. and suddenly, i didn't feel like talking about anything. I also wanted to remind you that, even though sometimes my emotions, particularly jealousy, sometimes get the best of me, I still hear you. No matter how much we yell, or no matter how quiet you are..I hear you. So I start a fight because I need to feel something. And you do what you want because I'm not what you wanted You'll start to know what it's like to be denied, To feel worthless and like you cannot satisfy. To feel incompetent & ugly, just because of some guy Every once in awhile I get lonely too. But I'd rather be lonely then have the "love of my life" sitting next to me breaking my heart with every "truth" that escapes his lips. I'd rather be lonely then cry myself to sleep night after night because "I messed up again" I'd rather be lonely then to settle for second best. For the first time in my life I know the true meaning of "break down." You always hear people say, "Oh, I`m having a break down today!" But it`s different than that. It`s when something so small, so ridiculously unimportant sets you off & you snap. You feel it inside of you & you try to hold it back. You don`t need people asking questions but someone will make a joke at your expense, or playfully slap your shoulder & you lose it. You almost hate them for what they`ve said or done. But maybe that`s not why..maybe you hate them simply cause they`re happy. She didn't giggle wildly & blush when she saw him. Nor did she chalk his name on trees or write it on the walls of the kissing bridge. She simply lived with his face in her heart all the time. A kind of sweet, hurtful ache; she would have died for him i'm not shooting for a successful relationship at this point. i'm just looking for something that will prevent me from throwing myself in front of a bus. i'm keeping my expectations very low. In life we do things. Some we wish we had never done. some we wish we could re-play a million times in our heads. But they all make us who we are, and in the end they shape every detail about us. If we were to reverse any of them we wouldn't be the person we are, so just live, make mistakes, have wonderful memories, but never ever second guess who you are, where you have been, & most importantly where it is your going. and its amazing how every girl has that one guy, that could call her up, let it be 3 in the morning, and say "lets hang out, im coming to get you" and put aside her shock, her excitement, her anger or her hate for him...she'd give him only 4 words.. "Give Me 10 Minutes." I was near you and my stomach started to churn and my voice started to quiver. I needed to get away to protect myself. I was starting to feel something for you, and that scared me. Come on, tell it to my face. Did you get what you deserved? Are you happy now? Don't walk away, we're friends now right, you can tell me. Don't you dare act likt you did't see me, talk random talk to me, you used to be so good at that. Come on, I'm over you, really, now talk to me! You look good tonight, without her on your arm. You seem distracted, are you looking for someone or are you just looking for a reason not to look at me. There's something missing without her by your side. And I wonder, a year later meeting again, can you still remember when it was me? | | |
| honestly, no one compares to you maybe some things are better left misunderstood I cannot hide I can't erase
The way you make me feel inside
You complete me And if I called you; saying I was afraid of staying here, would you come get me? When she looked into his eyes...she knew he was the one she could fall utterly and hopelessly in love with Sometimes it's a form of love just to talk to somebody that you have nothing in common with and still be fascinated by their presence he's not perfect, you aren't either.
the two of you will never be perfect.
if he can make you laugh,
he admits to being human
and making mistakes,
hold onto him as long as you can.
he's not going to quote poetry,
he's not going to think
about you every moment,
but he will give you a part of him
that he knows you could break.
don't hurt him. don't change him,
and don't expect more than he can give.
try not to over-analyze.
smile when he makes you happy,
yell when he makes you mad,
and miss him when he's not there.
i can't say that i love boys
because i don't love boys
i only love one
Cause you're a little bit too nice, I look a little bit like hell cause I'm a little overtired and I'm a little overwhelmed. And you're a little bit too late and it's a little bit too soon and I'm a little bit too strange for somebody like you. && we'll finally discover
what it's like to be happy
because we're together <33 he kissed me. he really put his arms around me and he kissed me. it went through my body like he had flipped some electrical switch and lit me up. his skin was so warm, and suddenly so beautiful. and then i thought this is what all the hype is about. & i feel like i've known
you my whole entire life Now for Photos: 
These next two i took on my own <33 Kyle 
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| The songs they sing are in key of the illusion of pain and it's irony.In the midst of lust and dropping names, the drugs they numb and keep us sane. Sometimes I wonder if we'll ever get back together, and then I realize that we'll never really be over. In a way it hasnt changed, but in some ways it has. Its not that we arent meant for each other, I think its just maybe we aren't ready for forever. I had an excuse 'cause I was young. I thought I was so untouchable. I was captured real early by the sweet taste of love. And as the summers ending, the cool air rush your hard heart away. You were so condescending, and this is all that's left, scarping paper to document. I've packed a change of clothes and it's time to move on. I'm just a stupid fuck with brilliant luck and sometimes a bright idea. So shower me in a chorus of compliments and verse I don't deserve. I might run but I'll never hide. You get into the biggest fights with the people you care about the most because those are the relationships your willing to fight for. hm well i got these and then decided i didnt want to update anymore tonight...idk | | |
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